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Name: Erica chiaki
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Birthday: 6/16/1986
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Thursday, November 24, 2005

ok.,.. WELL. since i promised to write abt whistler and didnt, i ll do that now.

It has snowed alot in whistler the begining of november, altho the snow has melted in the past 2 weeks....

i managed to get up there 3 times to go snowboarding!!!!!! considering the fact that i just started last year, and only managed to go up like 10 or less times, i am learning how to Jump already!!! lol ye yes,,,, i think im prettie athletic... altho many disagree with me with that point... lol

im not JUST a cheerleader after all!!! lol anyways, whistler was great. the first few times i went up, it was cold up my freekin ass, but last week when i went u, it was warm, and hot actualie... i know its an oxymoron... HOt in Snow... oh well,,, but snowboarding is definately my thing now.. who knows, i mite b competeing soon... lol (yea right)

and i thinik that barbay shuld start snowboarding too.. coz i want her to and i told her so.... and because i can. lol

 

well. other than that, all is well, tapio is well too.... if anyone was interested...

anyways,, i am oiff to write my paper!!

MUAH

i luv u all


Sunday, November 20, 2005

LOL SINCE BARBAY REAAAALLIE WANTS ME TO WRITE ON XANGA>>>>>> I WILL DO THIS THING SHE DID ON HER XANGA>>... lol and then ill tell u abt whistler

1. First name: Chiaki

2. Were you named after anyone? mmm not that i kno of

3. Do you wish on stars? mmmmm too much pollution.. cant c no stars

4. When did you last cry? a few hrs ago.... sayin bye to tapio.. who went out with his friend

5. Do you like your handwriting? mmm not reallie, want to change itm but never motivated enuf to do so.

6. What is your favorite lunch meat? lunch meat? chicken.

7. What is your birth date?16 June 1986

8. What is your most embarrassing CD? Spice Girls too.. lol

9. If you were another person, would YOU be friends with yourself? lol yeap ofcourse. im cool like that

10. Are you a daredevil? not reallie..

11. Have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell? not secret i swoer my life on... but mebbe minor ones.... i wasnt supose to tell.. whcih i did,, to my bf.

12. Do looks matter?YES
ppl that say no.. thas bullshit, ur attracted first to the outsideppearanc.e. then u get to know them, and then u like them or not.
ofcourse, some may like someone bcoz of their inside... BUT... they still think them atractive.
 

13. How do you release anger? bitching

14. Where is your second home?  vancouver or Japan... either one

15. Do you trust others too easily?  mmmhmmmm

16. What was your favorite toys as a child? barbie dolls.. i must say or girlie Lego

17. What class in high school do you think was totally useless?  MATH damn THAT class

18. Do you have a journal? u kuld consider xanga.... but... i dont write in it enuf.

19. Do you use sarcasm a lot? no i hardly realize them when others are sarcastic

20. Favorite movie(s)? too many and too much work to count

21. What are your (acceptable) nicknames? mmmmmmmm erica, kinha, chi, chichi, shimmie.. lol lots.. but i guess barbie makes them up every day.... so i got a few hundred after these ones

22. Would you bungee jump? no.. scared to death of heights

23. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?   i dont want to, ut sumtimes, i have to

24. Do you think that you are strong? mmmm depedns.. physically no emotionally, no
lol so.... no
 

25. What is your favorite ice cream flavor? mm not too big on ice cream

26. What size of shoe do you wear? 37/38 in brazil.... same as barbie

27. What are your favorite colors? silver, blue, yellow, black, white

28. What is your least favorite thing about yourself? lack of self-confidence... and much more, not gonna list them coz then im gonna depress myself

29. Who do you miss most? mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm nola and julie (havnt sene them in ages)

30. Do you want everyone you send this to send it back? yea... NO i dont reallie care

31. What color pants are you wearing? pijama shorts

32. What are you listening to right now? typing of my keyboard

33. What was the last thing you ate? chips/.. mm os healthy

34. If you were a crayon, what color would you be?  white

35. What is the weather like right now? shit.... rain and wind

36. Last person you talked to on the phone? Simon

37. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? face, ear detail.... eyes.... buttocks

38. Do you like the person who sent this to you? lol i STOLE it from barbie... muahahahaha

40. Favorite Drink? non-alcoholic: water
alcoholic: sex on the beach, tequila sunset

41. Favorite sport? snowboarding, dancing and basket ball,

42. Hair Color? dark brown

43. Eye Color? dark brown

44. Do you wear contacts? yup

45. Favorite Food? thia fooood

46. Last Movie You Watched?  the hold version, "WAR of the Worlds"

47. Favorite Day of the Year?  birthday... annivesary

48. Scary Movies or Happy Endings? happy endings

49. Summer or winter? winter in whistelr is wonderful summer in brazil is awesome

50. Hugs or kisses? hugs.. in general... kisses from bf 

51. What is Your Favorite Dessert? fruits.. lol

52. Who is most likely to respond? lol
u were rite barbie . sme goes to u,, ur most likely to leave a comment

53. Who is Least Likely to respond? yea,,, everyone

54. Where Would You Want to Go on your Next Vacation? South Africa

55. What Books are you reading? school stuff

56. What's on your mouse pad? i'm using a laptop

57. What did you Watch Last Night on TV? i dont have TVVVV

58. Favorite Smells? ralph lauren and ck one

59. Rolling Stones or Beatles? The Beatles definately

60. What's the furthest you've been away from home? japan

70. Who are your top 5 favorite people? i dont like this

71. Whom are those you can call your best friends? barbay, nola, julz, jessie, tapio, cheryl, hiro, simon, pato, yumi, steven


Sunday, October 30, 2005

i am taking this course called, Political Sciene 260,, its about Global Politics and its really interesting. ... I had to write this term paper for the course and we got choose one topic out of about 10. My topic was Terrorist and humanitariun aid.
I took it closer and wrote about Child Soldiers in Uganda. The use of children in Uganda. Befor i started this essay, i didnt know anything about Uganda... just knew that it was a country in Africa that has gone through a past that is unforgetable and unforgivable....

I started reading many books about it. Biographies of es-child soldiers, and Amnesty International books, etc.
i wont be able to show the impact it had on me until, you, the readers go and find out urself.... wat has been going on in Uganda.

Uganda, is a country where the government believes the good of only  itself and not for the citizens. From this, there r rebels... called the LRA.. Lord's Resistance Army. This group, the LRA,,, believe in the ten commands of the bible and its leader believes that he is a "jesus" like figure...fighting for freedom of the people.... however,,,, its not all that goody goody as it sounds.... they abduct and massacre pioles and piles of people They abduct childre.. and girls. using boys as child soldiers and girls as sex slaves.... these kids dont have a choice and dont have anywhere to run to,,, becaseu the LRA<, as they abduct, massacre the ppl of that village...... burn the village down... so that these children would not run away.... and would not ahve a choice....

t (http://www.fiscalstudy.com/2005-global-photo/thumbnails/0525-story-northern-uganda-3.jpg)

 (http://www.un.org/Pubs/chronicle/2004/issue2/0204p7.jpg)

these children dont have a choice. they live in the world of adult games.... war. created by adults.. and their selfishness... i mean why the fuck would these kids have to kill for these adults? kids dont have anything to do with them... but is forced to...

this kid,,, had to kill another kid or else,,,, he would be killed by the others in the LRA>.. so the kid did it...... there are so many children out there.... like this.

the after effect of these children,, is not any better than they r fighting at war..... they r traumatized.... serious injuries affect them physically,,, and mentally, they are crumbled... and are barley sane.

I created a UNICEF homepage.. where u can donate.. to save childre like this. please visit it.

ill send the homepage soon.


Wednesday, October 12, 2005

hi ppl.. i know i hvaent been updating... but i got no time!!! arg.. anyways...

yes, i have this course in Poli Sci,, where I hvae to write a 15 page essay for.... and i am writing it on Child Soldiers. its pretty interesting and i love the topic.

anyways, i have so much i can say about the child soldiers, but im not gonna say it all on here, coz its just too much info.. Ive realized that i reallie want to help and save kids in the future, its something i have passion doing. saving children... and all of that. i think its one of the best feelings to be next to a child and see them smile.. and even when they're crying and as much as I think it can get annoying (i am admitting that it does get a little annoying when they're too loud) but u feel and u know they're alive,, and it makes u even happier coz u know that they're in a way trying to tell us that they exist and they are there.

its funnie how much a child knows and how much a child can feel... even if it doesnt seem that way, i think children feel something that we as adults or grownups forget the feeling.. the feeling of pure love and pure goodness.. innocence. that's wats so beautiful about chiuldren. all of that. its amazing eh??lol

well, this is getting a bit long, so im off!!

MUAH

i luv u all


Sunday, October 02, 2005

hey u all..

i am truley sorry for not updating....(esp... barbay) neways.... I have been having a real hectic start off to the year... and its bveen real stressful..... ive had bedbugs infestations, then had 500 bucks missing from my room,,,,then had my newest christian dior bag stolen as well... omg... i am a total mess... been having fights with my boyfrien,,, but thankfully, i got that one solved before it got too nasty and stuff... "yes to open relationships"??? lol

anyways..... i am not sure what else to update about my life...... but only that, i am lost in it.. and that i am tryin to find a way out of this mess....... y do lives have to b total messes all the time? i dont know... i guess that's part of life too... and as long as we live in it, we gotta follow the road it takes us.......

i am looking for a job.. hopefullie will get a job at this japanese restaurant near by.. looks prettie cool to b working there.... hopefullie all works out for me! wish me luck!!!

well, i gotta go neways...

\lots of luv

muah



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